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what if

what if is a really strong word if you combine it all together. you could think about it over over and over again, until who knows when. what would happen if i chose it, what would happen if i decided to go there, what would happen if i didn't let it be that way......and so on. now i'm sitting here and all the thoughts are coming back in my mind. 'i wished i didn't do it'. 'i wished i acted different back there'. 'i wished i can take it back'. 'i wished i can fix that'. among all the decisions that i made in my life, there is one thing, the one i hoped i could change. I wished I didn't quite my piano lesson. when I was a kid, like other kids did, my mom put me in many courses. piano, painting, traditional dance, basketball, swimming, sempoa, mathematics, english, drums, vocals, and other things. it's really normal though, it's the kind of ability that most children will have to learn. but when i started to grow up, i can decide wh