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wihi lama tidak mengepost, dan sepertinya tren blog ini sudah sangat menurun jd kyknya ga akan ada yang baca post-an ini krn semua org sudah meninggalkan blog dan hijrah ke tumblr. emmmmmmmmmm gue jg sih tapi iseng saja ingin menulis2

sma. udah 2 minggu lebih nih sma. cukup seru, banyak hal-hal baru yang gapernah dilakukan saat smp, misalnya konvoi waktu skyavenue. itu fun banget! pertama kalinya bener2 pertama kali. lalu kalo sma itu juga sangat sangat sangat jauh lebih bebas dari smp. contohnya macem2 sih mslnya utk urusan telat ga se-on-time smp tapi sekalinya telat lbh dr 5 menit lgsg disuruh lari atau tunggu di luar, trs belt!!! haha ga wajib pake belt loh, lalu utk solat jugaa kl di sma gaterlalu disuruh2 diteriak2in dipriwit2in pake peluit tiap zuhur asar, tadarus ga bener2 wajib wajib ampe disuruh berdiri kl ngobrol dan ga bawa Quran, macem2 lah ya pokoknya perbedannya

guru-gurunya juga pasti jauh berbeda. gak ada lagi lah yang model2 pak Ucok yg teriak2in solat tiap asar, gak ada yg model2 lucu seperti pak Mus yang gamau disentuh dan kalo dadah2 lucuuuuuuuuu bgt, gak ada yang model2 pak joni ngajarnya, gak ada yang model2 ms shelma gt............blm tau jg sih namanya jg baru dua minggu lah ya

intinya sma dan smp sangatttttttt jauh berbeda. teman-temannya. gurunya. cukup aneh sih, lingkungan yang sama, cuma beda gedung dan orang-orang di sekitar tapi rasanya bedaaa banget. ckup bisa menyesuaikan diri, tapi jauh di dalam otak dan hati mungkin msh belum terbiasa. semua butuh proses sih ya memang ga mgkn secepat ini. tapi memang ada rasa-rasa kehilangan akan semua hal yang kemarin2..........................seperti yg tadi gue sebutkan di atas. smp bener2 diurusin banget gt ya, kl sma bener2 ky dilepas, semuanya ya tergantung lo, bener2 tanggung jawab lo banget.

lalu, aku kangen averla sixeras :( banyak orang-orang yang sudah sangat jauh entah dimana, entah sekolahnya yang jauh, entah orangnya ada sangat dekat tapi ga pernah terdengar kabar, yang setipe2 gtlah. mau gak mau, memang pasti akan datang masa-masa ky gt. kalo skg2 ini kan, tiap hari pasti ada aja yang ke sklh, dan entah knp itu sangat menambah mut gue, selalu loh! yang pagi2 bete capek2, begitu ketemu siapapun orang dari manaaa gt, pasti lgsg bahagia, siapapun orangnya. lalu nanti mulai semester 2, pasti jaraaaaaang bgt pd main. pasti akan datenglah masa-masa seperti itu, yang sampai saat ini gue masih terlalu males berfikir lebih jauh. haidlshalifhaslifhialsgdilahywieahfdlisahflashfla memang belum siap sih utk saat ini, susah aja ga kebayang. hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh buka puasa angkatan harus jadi gamau tauuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sudah terlalu kangen dan bingung mau berbuat apa

sekian post kali ini, sepertinya sih ga ada akan yang baca tapi biarkanlah ini krn gue sedang lelah dan bingung hrs menumpahkan ke siapa, dan menceritakan ttg apa krn yg gue tulis ini sangat ga jelas, ciao!

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Riesta said…
aku baca loh haha
tahlia motik said…
gw juga baca nad haha

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